Nov 11 - December 2

1994 - We actually set the corporation up in August, but this seemed a logical place to record this.  I think it explains some pressure that keeps causing me to go back out as an independent. 

The Progressed Sun in the Natal 10th House implies, just as the Radix Sun, that our client possesses a natural ability to run his own business. Fundamentally, the Sun is well placed, in the 10th House, strengthening the overall character development and indicating a tremendous capacity for organization and leadership.

What's especially interesting about this is that if I do a progressed relocation chart (for the west coast) then I have the sun in the progressed 10th house as well. 

2001

The tarot Card I drew for the 10th house this year is the wheel of fortune - . The unexpected or your professional life Period of movement. Important events may come quickly

This will end up being a year of choice.  I have an exact conjunction between my transiting midheaven at the start of my tenth house and my natal and my natal sun

2002

"There are really two possible positions for you professionally - either you are in control of your career or under the thumb of the oppressor. Scorpionic passion works for you when channeled into socially acceptable forms. You have the intensity that allows you to be a force for change in your chosen field. Without focus, however, feelings are repressed and resentment is a possible outcome. Professions that deal with healing, crisis (physical, emotional, or financial), and reform are appropriate. It is vital that you feel you have the right to your place in the world. Without this permission it is unlikely that your energies will be channeled effectively. Although cool on the outside, you are going to measure the public's responses to your actions. You can be a great leader when the pressure is strong. Create your kind of pressure by choosing the challenges that will move you. Without this focus lesser issues can bog you down."

2003

RK and went down to Oregon for a con.  We brought our customs and looked pretty darn good if I say so myself.  TWIM joined us as well.  What a cast of characters down there.  We still talk about Bethany and his/her girlfriend. 

Some field of research in which you can dig out bits of information necessary to solve major problems may be the best place for you to concentrate career efforts.

Second Decanate (Scorpio-Pisces): They are substantially expert at bringing about financial growth in business. They are best when working with their creative and investigative mind. They organize their jobs behind the scenes, secretly, so it looks as if they did it without any effort at all. Their conservatism isn't apparent to the public, for they appear to be more loose and free than they actually are.

 

With Taurus on the IC, they can be stubborn and critical with their families. They are too much the perfectionists within the domestic scene or slave drivers with members of the family in pushing work, work, work, for money, money, money. Somehow behind these drives are sexual problems. However, if they are fulfilled sexually it eases their drive for work and money.

2004

 

2005 - Life has been pretty awful as of late.  Sick, sick and sick and stressed about the job every second.  Didn't even make an attempt to Journal for this period.  Found this and it seemed to describe the energy I've been living with.

"Let me back up to Mars, that son-of-a-gun who's been largely responsible for recent frustrations, delays, stalemates, benders, pig-outs and shopping sprees. Retrograde in Taurus and playing rather poorly with the other planets, he pressures us to hold our ground… even when it's not what's best for positive growth or progress. Through recurring squares to Saturn and Neptune, Mars lately feels perpetually caught between (1) cracking down on energy-wasting egoism and (2) seeking full and total escapist release from all personal pressures. Sound a little schizo? Exactly. Solution? Heh, heh… not quite yet."